Paya was stuck to what Aakdna and catch me, as if it were the only way to my contact truth and real

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I passed my hair behind my ears. It has become far too long, at least longer than I usually prefer to be, but Chanjul did not want me to Ogab about his eyesight over the past few weeks, he was barely allowed me to go to work. Did not even think to ask him if I can go to the salon to cut my hair.
After that he returned Chanjul _ or rather after that he decided to make his presence in the house apparent to me that he had said that he did not leave the house after Hjarna _ spent every moment can in me, would have been nice for some time: I felt almost as if nowadays the past dating stagram back again , where we can not limit ourselves from each other. We sat at home all day, Nhoudn each other while watching movies, and talking about nothing special, and act Kromnsien Alambtzlin as we used to be.
But that only lasted for a week. Practical hours together and talk with my friends and my appointments I had with Dr. Kim made me realize things stagram have not grasped before. I spent a lot of my time and recall the old arguments Chanjul in my head and thinking about them actually. I was starting to see some cracks in his stories and other things that do not seem realistic.
"Sometimes he loves me. Sometimes he hates me. Sometimes he appears and disappears at random and have no idea how to do it. I still can not believe he stayed in our apartment for those four days when he was missing stagram without my observation. I do not know, maybe I'm thinking too much in this. Something just does not seem right. He always looks as if he knows what I think, too, and this is very strange that he could see something like this. I mean, we love each other, but I think that this has gone away from it. E ... - is in control of, and I give up very easily, but it is yet to say everything and ends, I realize that ... maybe I should stagram not give up so easily a - I'm very confused. stagram "
I left my head falling into the hands of defeat, I lost quite what I'm doing and what I feel. Finally admitted to myself that I needed help, and that Johnmeon stagram was right when he sent me to the clinic, Dr. Kim, and that Dr. Kim was helping me in reality and not just a swindler also told me Chanjul constantly.
So far, Dr. Kim was the only one who actually listens to what I say and the only one who can I trust him completely in the moment. There was a lot of uncertainty going on in my mind about Chanjul and Johnmeon and did not know what to do, although I love Chanjul with all my heart, and although I am very happy because I have become talking with Johnmeon almost normally again, but I do not I can not overcome the fact that there is something missing in the way the impact on each,
And although I had promised Chanjul long time ago that I talk to him about everything and not hide any secret about it, I think that to keep some few things for myself, not a bad idea. We did not bicker over the past weeks and I want to keep things that way.
"Do you have any pictures talking to him? "He asked me
"Did you go to his house often? "
"He told me that his parents Aznan that bad effect upon me. They had brought him to keep away from people who hate him and apparently they Aznonna stagram such people. They do not want me to Otskaa near Chanjul, so he told me not to tell any one that we Ntskaa together because he was afraid of his parents to know that. "
"Yes, I called them at the end of the fourth grade approx. After that I kept getting knocked out together secretly, I thought that I could convince them to allow me to go out with him because I'll prove to myself that I have a good friend to him and do not hate him like everyone hates ... but when I mentioned his name, and his mother stagram started stagram crying and blubbering words suddenly. And I did not know what to do "
Scared me a little bit that I do not know how to visit me when he moved. And how his parents did not discover it. Sometimes stagram he would come for the whole day, I was young and did not think much about the little details that do not make sense, and when we graduated from high school together, we bought a house and we moved it together.
"I'm sorry, I ... I do not know," admitted weakness, my stomach stagram began to spin nervous, you become confused and confounded more and more whenever asked Dr. Kim. It was as if he was looking for something, for some facts that can be linked, but why? What he was looking stagram for?
But he was by my side the whole time, screaming and crying and trying to make everyone realize that he was here. No one gave a damn. No one noticed. No one Basttnaúa. And it has broke my heart to see him so desperately, I swore to myself that I would not let him feel as if he had never outcast again.
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Paya was stuck to what Aakdna and catch me, as if it were the only way to my contact truth and reality. My mind was in the small of his world of fear and uncertainty. My heart pounded loudly in my ear, taste the taste of blood cruelly biting on my tongue.
"Beckhaon" the voice called my name from afar.
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December 11, 2013 at 15:59
October 21, 2013 at 8:33
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